Jessica Jelvin

When I was walking home today I was thinking about something to blog about, and the best I could think of was starting a diary about something in my life. So I'll just start writing today and see what I come up with.


Since I was young I have been the one who said the last word. I was proud over myself and had so much love and joy in my body. I had a good way of expressing myself. When I look back at that time I smile, not only with my mouth, with my hole body! I miss being that person, that girl who won everyones love. My way of expressing myself nowadays is so different, the only time I really can express what I want is under pressure, when I'm acting. That's why I know, I know that I'm born to become an actress. I feel alive when I pressure myself to get better, I love myself!

But it's so hard for your mind and body to feel and see the difference between reality and acting. When I cry, I cry for something real. Most of the times the feeling are so strong that you have them in your mind for a long time after performing. But I'm happy that I have experienced all the thing I have, because I can find sadness, happiness, depressing and laugh deep down in my heart and those are the things that makes me so sure of becoming an actress.

I can't write more right now, I have some strong feelings in my mind right now and I don't want to let them go.

Love, Jess