Jessica Jelvin - My way is the right way

So we got to london yesterday, after some shopping in liverpool. liverpool was fun, cold, but fun. the trainstation was the worst, cold as bloody hell or brass monkeys, as they would say in england.

When we got to london we got a tour of the hole west end, were all the prada, burberry, chanel, gucci and all those stores are located. then we went to an english pub and had a beer, it was fun experience that hehe.. Later on we met some friends of g's. We had dinner at a nice (other) english pub. it was a lot of traveling this monday and B and I was really tired after a hole day. So we were just chilling in the appartment we are staying in.

Today we went shopping. first we went to selfridges, we spent about 3 hours there and we ended up with some clothes from DKNY, Marc Jacobs and some other great designers. Then we went to bond st, new bond st, regent st and some other places. We went in to a D&G store, they hade really nice underwear there, so I got some :):). we had some lunch and then we got lost in china town.

That's all for now, write some more later.....

New years is still a surprise!?

Was just out on a 1 hour walk with my mom and my grandma :) feels good after all the food I ate yesterday :D hhe..

When I was walking home today I was thinking about something to blog about, and the best I could think of was starting a diary about something in my life. So I'll just start writing today and see what I come up with.


Since I was young I have been the one who said the last word. I was proud over myself and had so much love and joy in my body. I had a good way of expressing myself. When I look back at that time I smile, not only with my mouth, with my hole body! I miss being that person, that girl who won everyones love. My way of expressing myself nowadays is so different, the only time I really can express what I want is under pressure, when I'm acting. That's why I know, I know that I'm born to become an actress. I feel alive when I pressure myself to get better, I love myself!

But it's so hard for your mind and body to feel and see the difference between reality and acting. When I cry, I cry for something real. Most of the times the feeling are so strong that you have them in your mind for a long time after performing. But I'm happy that I have experienced all the thing I have, because I can find sadness, happiness, depressing and laugh deep down in my heart and those are the things that makes me so sure of becoming an actress.

I can't write more right now, I have some strong feelings in my mind right now and I don't want to let them go.

Love, Jess

'jason mraz

The recording today was sick, it was windy, cold and it was raining. Boring aswell. But I talked to some nice people and tried to stay happy.

I'm going out tonight with some friends, going to be fun! I think I'll try to get some sleep soon, to stay happy and awake all night haha..

Just talked to my friend that B and I are going to live with in London over new year. Didn't get too much information about what we were going to do on new years eve, but he said he had booked tickets to some really nice clubs and some other fun stuff. I'm gonna have to buy a new dress for new years, but I really don't know what. I think I want to have a red dress that is low cut in the back. But I'll buy the first dress that I really fall in love with. HELP me!?

We are flying to Liverpool the 29th, we are taking the train to London the same day or the 30th. We are flying home from London the 2nd of January, ready to party in Sweden.

The christmas is coming and I don't think I ever have blogged about it! So here is a shoot at a christmaspost. I want to get in to that feeling, the feeling of christmas. I can't say that I'm in success. But I think i'm gonna bake some cookies and cakes on saturday, hopefully, I'll get some christmas spirit in me!

No snow, no anything right now.

I have been doing some christmas prestent shopping, but I have some stuff left to buy. Right now I don't have too much money so I'll wait for my paycheck to come.

Good morning! I'm going to try to make this a good day, letting my feeling get out of my body and take new happier thing in. It's hard when you wake up feeling sad. I mean, I don't even know why I'm feeling like this.

It's going to be a nice day, I'm going to drink a lot of tea, eat bananas, teach other people things and maybe I'll go out partying tonight.

I'll leave you with the geek in the pink!

I'm hot, so what? Isn't there anything else than the outside that matter? I don't think I like your way of thinking, saying things and doing them. I have a good inside, but why would anyone care? I look good, and that seems to be the only thing you people care about!?

I'm sick and tired of this now.

I could love you if you noticed me for who I am, not for what I've done or not done. I'm not perfect, not nearly as perfect as anyone else out there. But I am worthy, worthy the time for you to get to know me.

The alarm just woke me up, I'm acually not tired! But I wasn't tired when I went to bed either, my medication doesn't seem to help me that much, I didn't fall asleep for about 1 hour and 30 minutes, I woke up sooo many times i can't even count it. I have the wierdest dreams and I'm just sooo tired of this shit.

Maybe i'm just tired of waking up and all this shit that I'm starting to worry about it?


I don't know. Jess