Talking to FvS now, she's on facebook. I can't log on so I'm stressed hahahha...
Jepp
I was doing stuff all day yesterday sorry for bad updating again :)
When I was sitting at dinner with B I had to blog, so that's why I only wrote hey. I'm playing Gitarhero world tour right now with my sis and R.
later
When I was sitting at dinner with B I had to blog, so that's why I only wrote hey. I'm playing Gitarhero world tour right now with my sis and R.
later
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hey
nighty
God natt, sov gott
Morning talk again
Worst update in history yesterday. Sorry! :)
I woke up at 4 thinking I overslept to like 12 or something, I don't know if I was happy that it was only 4 or if I ws sad hehe. I'm going to stay in bed for about 3 hours so that I take the time it need for my cold to go away. It's so typical that I get sick the day before the photoshoot, a week before christmas and two days before a big event. Oh well, that's life?
My dreams are getting more and more sick for every night that goes. I don't even know if I want to tell you what I'm dreaming haha.. It's a mix between a really funny and a really bad nightmare.
I think I tried on like 15 different dresses yesterday and I only found one I really liked. That's not like me at all. I usually try one or two and find what I'm looking for.
/J
I woke up at 4 thinking I overslept to like 12 or something, I don't know if I was happy that it was only 4 or if I ws sad hehe. I'm going to stay in bed for about 3 hours so that I take the time it need for my cold to go away. It's so typical that I get sick the day before the photoshoot, a week before christmas and two days before a big event. Oh well, that's life?
My dreams are getting more and more sick for every night that goes. I don't even know if I want to tell you what I'm dreaming haha.. It's a mix between a really funny and a really bad nightmare.
I think I tried on like 15 different dresses yesterday and I only found one I really liked. That's not like me at all. I usually try one or two and find what I'm looking for.
/J
sick
Yaaaaaay, I found my NYE dress! :) It's beautiful!. Didn't have time to look for things to my photosession, so I'll just use things I already have at home. I'm listening to Duffy right now, she makes me happy.
I've been resting since I came home today, the cold is coming and all that I've already said. I just want it gone by friday!
Sorry, but I'll spend more time here tomorrow.
I've been resting since I came home today, the cold is coming and all that I've already said. I just want it gone by friday!
Sorry, but I'll spend more time here tomorrow.
just talkin shit
I went to stockholm today to find a NYE dress, did I find one? No! Oh my, I'm stressed out because I can't find anything right now. I was looking for clothes to wear on the photoshoot on thursday, did I find anything? No! Oh well, I found a nice hat to wear on my christmas pictures, but that's about it!
I need money, I need help, I need a boyfriend and I need someone to talk to. The cold is coming and I'm taking pills for it just to try to make it somewhat easier for myself.
I'm working tomorrow from 07.00-16.00. At 16.30 I'm meeting a friend to go with me looking for a NYE dress, we're going to sit at a café aswell to talk about what's going on :). It's the same girl who I went to see Gavin DeGraw live with here in Stockholm. Btw, he was really good live!
:), Jess
I need money, I need help, I need a boyfriend and I need someone to talk to. The cold is coming and I'm taking pills for it just to try to make it somewhat easier for myself.
I'm working tomorrow from 07.00-16.00. At 16.30 I'm meeting a friend to go with me looking for a NYE dress, we're going to sit at a café aswell to talk about what's going on :). It's the same girl who I went to see Gavin DeGraw live with here in Stockholm. Btw, he was really good live!
:), Jess
morning talk
I'm going in to stockholm city today, so I think I'll walk around in some stores looking for a NYE dress and some clothes for my photosession with JL on thursday.
It feel like I'm getting sick, my head is hurting and the cold is coming, for the first time since I don't even know when. So I'm trying to drink tea, eat health and stay out of trouble ;). I don't want to be all messed up on thursday anyway and even less on christmas and NYE! Then I have that christmas dinner in Linköping on friday and here in stockholm on saturday. Ahhh, I don't even want to think about it!!
I think I'm going to the tanning salon today, I went this sunday and I want to have more color for NYE. I looked so white on my last pictures from Magenta, and even worse on the White room picture. So I just know that I needed to do something about it! :)
Later, Jess
It feel like I'm getting sick, my head is hurting and the cold is coming, for the first time since I don't even know when. So I'm trying to drink tea, eat health and stay out of trouble ;). I don't want to be all messed up on thursday anyway and even less on christmas and NYE! Then I have that christmas dinner in Linköping on friday and here in stockholm on saturday. Ahhh, I don't even want to think about it!!
I think I'm going to the tanning salon today, I went this sunday and I want to have more color for NYE. I looked so white on my last pictures from Magenta, and even worse on the White room picture. So I just know that I needed to do something about it! :)
Later, Jess
Diarypost #1
When I was walking home today I was thinking about something to blog about, and the best I could think of was starting a diary about something in my life. So I'll just start writing today and see what I come up with.
Since I was young I have been the one who said the last word. I was proud over myself and had so much love and joy in my body. I had a good way of expressing myself. When I look back at that time I smile, not only with my mouth, with my hole body! I miss being that person, that girl who won everyones love. My way of expressing myself nowadays is so different, the only time I really can express what I want is under pressure, when I'm acting. That's why I know, I know that I'm born to become an actress. I feel alive when I pressure myself to get better, I love myself!
But it's so hard for your mind and body to feel and see the difference between reality and acting. When I cry, I cry for something real. Most of the times the feeling are so strong that you have them in your mind for a long time after performing. But I'm happy that I have experienced all the thing I have, because I can find sadness, happiness, depressing and laugh deep down in my heart and those are the things that makes me so sure of becoming an actress.
I can't write more right now, I have some strong feelings in my mind right now and I don't want to let them go.
Love, Jess
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First day of the week, I'm finally done for today, working. Going to the dentist in 40 minutes, bläää.
I'm looking forward to the photosession with JL on thursday! I'm having some other TFP (Time For Print) jobs in the future. Stoked!
what should I wear on the photoshoot? :)
I'm looking forward to the photosession with JL on thursday! I'm having some other TFP (Time For Print) jobs in the future. Stoked!
what should I wear on the photoshoot? :)
blaabla
I'm sitting at home, with nothing to do. Well acually I have a lot of things that I have to do, but I don't want to right now. I don't want to do anything right now. I just want to stay at home all day and listen to Jason Mraz. To bad life isn't treating me that way! I have to work so I have some money for my London trip. I've plans on going to the Alps on the 5th of January aswell. So I really need to work! I'm getting some money from last weekend and from my actingjob this friday, hopefully I'll get it before christmas. :)
I look forward to thursday when my friend Johan Linder is going to take some pictures of me! I think I'll get the final pictures after new year, but I'll post them here ASAP! I went to The Studio last year, they took some really nice pictures of me, but I don't look the same now and I have to have some new ones for typ acting CV!
I look forward to thursday when my friend Johan Linder is going to take some pictures of me! I think I'll get the final pictures after new year, but I'll post them here ASAP! I went to The Studio last year, they took some really nice pictures of me, but I don't look the same now and I have to have some new ones for typ acting CV!
babble
I just woke up. I'm feeling better than last night. I called A before falling asleep, we talked for a while about everything. A and B are the once that I can talked to when ever somethings wrong, I tell them everything.
Even though I write a lot of what's going on in my life here there is some secrets I can't tell you, the once that no one can or would understand. There is some things that I don't even tell A and B (sorry!), the things that I can't describe in words. Emotion, feelings and thougts are all connected and I guess I have to change emotions to see and feel the difference.
Sorry if my english isn't the best this very morning, it's 4.50 and I can't sleep.
/Jess
Even though I write a lot of what's going on in my life here there is some secrets I can't tell you, the once that no one can or would understand. There is some things that I don't even tell A and B (sorry!), the things that I can't describe in words. Emotion, feelings and thougts are all connected and I guess I have to change emotions to see and feel the difference.
Sorry if my english isn't the best this very morning, it's 4.50 and I can't sleep.
/Jess
Done
I have not been feeling good today. My head have been spinning and I've been thinking too much. The last thing I need right now is sitting home alone in front of the computer. But I don't have much of a choise. I am working 12 hours tomorrow and I have to stay home, but maybe I could have called someone. :P Oh well, alone.
I'm listening to the hush sound right now, it's indie / rock / alternative music. Listen to them! This kind of music makes me happy!
I'm working the whole next week aswell, need to get some money before me and B are leaving sweden for London on NYE! When I come back from London I think I'm taking a trip to the Alps aswell so money is power right now! hahah..
I am going to find some time for shopping aswell next week, have to look for a NYE dress and the last couple of christmas gifts.
Next week:
Monday: Working.
Tuesday: Meeting in gamla stan, stockholm at 13.00
Wednesday: Working
Thursday: Working. Photoshoot with a friend. Meeting with some bowlingpeople.
Friday: Christmas dinner with Securitas in Linköping
Saturday: Getting my nails done. Dinner at Café Opera.
Sunday: Baking for christmas.
I'm listening to the hush sound right now, it's indie / rock / alternative music. Listen to them! This kind of music makes me happy!
I'm working the whole next week aswell, need to get some money before me and B are leaving sweden for London on NYE! When I come back from London I think I'm taking a trip to the Alps aswell so money is power right now! hahah..
I am going to find some time for shopping aswell next week, have to look for a NYE dress and the last couple of christmas gifts.
Next week:
Monday: Working.
Tuesday: Meeting in gamla stan, stockholm at 13.00
Wednesday: Working
Thursday: Working. Photoshoot with a friend. Meeting with some bowlingpeople.
Friday: Christmas dinner with Securitas in Linköping
Saturday: Getting my nails done. Dinner at Café Opera.
Sunday: Baking for christmas.
......
The alamclock just woke me up. Have a long day ahead of me. Going to some luciathing now. Taning salong with L after that. working. then partying..
write something later.
write something later.
New, new
Wow, leaving my house today I didn't know that I was going to be this happy returning home. New haircolor, new lipstick and so pumped up for my partynight! Omgomgomg.
When I was getting home from my meeting in Gamla stan, stockholm I called B to talk for a while. She told me she was going to the hairdresser to make some changes ;). I just told her "to bad I don't have any money to spend the time at a café while I wait for you". And right after saying that I got the bright idea of just talking to her in the phone while I waited. So we talked 50 minutes.
On our way to the hairdresser we stopped by a store, I went in and saw my NOW favorite lipstick.
I'll post some pics tomorrow of my lipstick (on me) and my new haircolor :D
When I was getting home from my meeting in Gamla stan, stockholm I called B to talk for a while. She told me she was going to the hairdresser to make some changes ;). I just told her "to bad I don't have any money to spend the time at a café while I wait for you". And right after saying that I got the bright idea of just talking to her in the phone while I waited. So we talked 50 minutes.
On our way to the hairdresser we stopped by a store, I went in and saw my NOW favorite lipstick.
I'll post some pics tomorrow of my lipstick (on me) and my new haircolor :D
Text, text text
Wrote some things on the blogpost today...
I tried a new dinner today, mixed bananas, apples and yogurt. It was really good but I had to eat some bread and stuff aswell. Otherwise I think my detox is working. I have a need for sweet things, like buns, cakes, cookies and fruit. But my need for coffee and red bull isn't here any more. I'm just going to have to teach myself that I can't eat cakes and cookies all day long and I'll be fine.
I have no new actingjobs or any more jobthing coming up anytime soon. Except the bowlingthing on sunday. Thinking about working tomorrow, just like three hours, to get some money and finish the leftover things I have to do.
Me and some girls are going out partying tomorrow, It'll be soooo much fun. Long time since I last was partying with some of them. Alex Rosta is playing at Laroy, I can't stop loving him for being such a good DJ! The only one I can think of that is nearly as good as him it would be the guy playing at café opera (cafét) who's right now a Jane Doe (a no namer). Have some problem with getting time to sleep but I'll manage I guess.
A and I talked about going out for dinner sometime. We came to the conclusion that there is no chance that we can take that dinner before new years thanks to bad planning. Think we'll have that dinner the last week in january.
Some text, read it again. Jess
I tried a new dinner today, mixed bananas, apples and yogurt. It was really good but I had to eat some bread and stuff aswell. Otherwise I think my detox is working. I have a need for sweet things, like buns, cakes, cookies and fruit. But my need for coffee and red bull isn't here any more. I'm just going to have to teach myself that I can't eat cakes and cookies all day long and I'll be fine.
I have no new actingjobs or any more jobthing coming up anytime soon. Except the bowlingthing on sunday. Thinking about working tomorrow, just like three hours, to get some money and finish the leftover things I have to do.
Me and some girls are going out partying tomorrow, It'll be soooo much fun. Long time since I last was partying with some of them. Alex Rosta is playing at Laroy, I can't stop loving him for being such a good DJ! The only one I can think of that is nearly as good as him it would be the guy playing at café opera (cafét) who's right now a Jane Doe (a no namer). Have some problem with getting time to sleep but I'll manage I guess.
A and I talked about going out for dinner sometime. We came to the conclusion that there is no chance that we can take that dinner before new years thanks to bad planning. Think we'll have that dinner the last week in january.
Some text, read it again. Jess
Oh my god.
Fishy.
Today....
Today:
11.30, have lunch with A.
14.00 meeting in Gamla stan, Stockholm.
16.00 clean my room and the rest of the house.
18.30 celebrate my brothers birthday.
Kinda boring day, I'll keep you posted if anything goes wrong, something happends or whatever else.
Okey, guess I have to change this blogpost a little bit. I had lunch with A, it was really nice. Talking to my BF. Also, it was not boring celebrating my big brothers birthday. The hole thing "kinda boring day" is wrong. I meant that I don't have too much things to write about from today.
11.30, have lunch with A.
14.00 meeting in Gamla stan, Stockholm.
16.00 clean my room and the rest of the house.
18.30 celebrate my brothers birthday.
Kinda boring day, I'll keep you posted if anything goes wrong, something happends or whatever else.
Okey, guess I have to change this blogpost a little bit. I had lunch with A, it was really nice. Talking to my BF. Also, it was not boring celebrating my big brothers birthday. The hole thing "kinda boring day" is wrong. I meant that I don't have too much things to write about from today.
Christmas
The christmas is coming and I don't think I ever have blogged about it! So here is a shoot at a christmaspost. I want to get in to that feeling, the feeling of christmas. I can't say that I'm in success. But I think i'm gonna bake some cookies and cakes on saturday, hopefully, I'll get some christmas spirit in me!
No snow, no anything right now.
I have been doing some christmas prestent shopping, but I have some stuff left to buy. Right now I don't have too much money so I'll wait for my paycheck to come.
Todays
Talking in my phone with B, drinking chaitea and having my laptop on my bed. This is how I'm going to spend the rest of the night. :)
